Monday, October 13, 2008

Searching for sunlight..........

"Some are born to sweet delight, others born to endless night"-Jim Morrison

As the days move forward the sun never rises in my life. As i try to be happy something always goes wrong. Tomorrow won't be better than today, and yesterday will never fade away, I've thought about just walking away and starting over. I walk alone down this bumpy road love never finds me, and happiness is not part of my destiny. I wonder where fate will lead me as I fall, this road I am on is the long way to travel down. I sit down occasionally to look around and think, is any of this worth it I am always in pain or in some induced state.

I am waiting for the sun to rise but that day will never come. I will never be happy, but its knowing that fact is the only reason I haven't ended my life yet. There is no other person out there who feels for me, I know there are many who feel like me. I can never see the sunlight because its not meant to be. I'm sorry to those who have put faith in me, I will never be what you expect, I will never be the person you believe exists.

As the lines of each day blur, I see but I'm blinded.........

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