The Virus

It seems that I am a virus, I start in one persons life and spread to others in little time. People look at me and they see a man that has no cares, no direction, no restraints. But what you get instead is a man who poisons your very being. I live with no remorse, I have no use for apologies. I open doors of corruption and drag you through, in the end you were never what I had in mind, I make it okay to be bad, and claim to be good. I have moved from person to person, life to life, like a cancer ravaging and eating until there i nothing left but a mindless drone who sits before me needing my poisons. I am taking over minds, spreading my evil and spreading my wings.


As the daylight dies, the moon will rise and endless night will begin for my following. People lose their way so I give them direction and hope, I feed them positive hope when its their negativity I'm after. Open the window and feel the darkness hold it close because it will be your only saving grace. There is no love or happiness in your life, so embrace your rage, kiss your anger because in the end there is only you and no one else. Take your sorrows and turn them into fuel, give new meaning to your lives and let the world see that you're no longer lost they can not ignore you anymore.


We hide ourselves from the world around us never telling others the truth. Giving no life to our futures just trapping us in the past. I am imprisoned in my own mind. I fear myself yet I love what I have become. Please climb into my head with me so I can show you what its like to be in a prison where the skies the limit but your constantly chained down.


I am the white Raven in a sea of black roses join my flock, and fly into tomorrow......

Searching for sunlight..........

"Some are born to sweet delight, others born to endless night"-Jim Morrison

As the days move forward the sun never rises in my life. As i try to be happy something always goes wrong. Tomorrow won't be better than today, and yesterday will never fade away, I've thought about just walking away and starting over. I walk alone down this bumpy road love never finds me, and happiness is not part of my destiny. I wonder where fate will lead me as I fall, this road I am on is the long way to travel down. I sit down occasionally to look around and think, is any of this worth it I am always in pain or in some induced state.

I am waiting for the sun to rise but that day will never come. I will never be happy, but its knowing that fact is the only reason I haven't ended my life yet. There is no other person out there who feels for me, I know there are many who feel like me. I can never see the sunlight because its not meant to be. I'm sorry to those who have put faith in me, I will never be what you expect, I will never be the person you believe exists.

As the lines of each day blur, I see but I'm blinded.........